I remember now, but I still have my doubts
I think it's gonna be today
Everybody came, but it's just not the same
Why did it have to be today?
Now my chest is tight ? no, I am not all right
It doesn't have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?
I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
IT'S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART ? JUST WHEN I STOP, IT STATS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
Freedom in a cage ? no sun and too much rage
I don't know how much I can take
Push it down inside, but it knows just where I hide
I know that ?normal? is hard to fake
Bleeding into life ? it's like a thousand knives
Are slowly turning me to this
Why does it have to be like this?
I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
IT'S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART ? JUST WHEN I STOP, IT STATS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
I lost again, today?
I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
IT?S LIKE I'M TOO FAR GONE
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
FEAR IS IN MY HEART ? JUST WHEN I STOP, IT STATS
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
LIVING WITH A CURSE, SOMETIMES IT'S EVEN WORSE
IT SLOWLY KILLS ME EVERYDAY
SOMETHING I DESPISE IS GONNA TAKE MY LIFE
I GUESS I'LL TRY AGAIN TODAY
(Thanks to matthew for these lyrics)